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Part 2 of 'Eden Rising' [March 24th 2006|9.53pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Part two of the [e][d][e][n][r][i][s][i][n][g] story.
part two )

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New Book List! [March 24th 2006|6.55am]
[ mood | crazy ]

i have a revised list of books i want..
using this journal as a notepad..
-.-;;
And soran bushi field trip today!!!!! yay!!!
AND!!! AND!!!
I GET TO GO TO SAKURACON!!!!!!!! omg! im so happy!
My first convention!
YAY!

book list 2.0 )

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i.. hate.. alex.. [March 20th 2006|10.18pm]
[ mood | fucking pissed ]

I despise him.
He wont stop text messaging me.
Hes being really annoying.
He tells me "fine. i know you dont want to be my friend anymore. so dont be my friend"
Im saying "Fine. i dont give a damn. youre hard to deal with."
and he says "Nooooo! dont be mad at meeee!! stay as my friend!!"

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blah...

I dont want to be friends with him.
But.
I also dont want him to stalk me through out the school.
And.
I know he will. If he doesnt have the piece of mind of having a friend.

The stupid self loathing bastard is really getting on my fucking nerves!!
He called sammi a bittch because she stopped talking to him because he kept saying, oh im going to kill my self.

well fuck, id stop talking to him to.
i should have stopped when i first started playing the part of his fucking councelor..
he should get a new fucking psychiatrist if his is always on a fucking vacation!

im almost scared to go to school tomorrow
because i know he will follow me around
and i dont want him to
but
i cant exactly push him away
hes fucking pitiable.
and not in a good way
not like, 'im a poor abused puppy, love me' kind of way
but
'im a poor abused puppy whos been chewing my own ass to make me look worse, give me some god damn attention like the other dog' way.

god damn!
and then we have the apprasial of the house tomorrow.
which we learned about at 8 oclock tonight

i also having fencing lessons tomorrow

and a fucking grammar test!

*PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC**PANIC*
GOD DAMN FUCKING *PANIC*!!!!!!!!!!

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i need some fucking anger managment...

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"Monopoly" [March 18th 2006|8.59pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | none... eep, my music is paused @.@ ]

ForgotenJaden (8:23:17 PM): hi
i feed the crows (8:23:22 PM): hi
i feed the crows (8:23:26 PM): im gonna be off soon
i feed the crows (8:23:29 PM): just to inform you
ForgotenJaden (8:23:40 PM): well at least you avoided me to my face
ForgotenJaden (8:23:42 PM): so hows the hair
i feed the crows (8:23:48 PM): not yet dyed
i feed the crows (8:23:57 PM): i have to wait for my mum to get back from newyork
i feed the crows (8:24:02 PM): and im not getting purple
ForgotenJaden (8:24:12 PM): killjoy
i feed the crows (8:24:18 PM): my mom threatened to shave my head if i dyed it an unatural color!
ForgotenJaden (8:25:07 PM): if she has the same blood as you
ForgotenJaden (8:25:11 PM): the threats empty
i feed the crows (8:25:31 PM): um...
i feed the crows (8:25:38 PM): not all  threats are empty
i feed the crows (8:25:44 PM): if they are ones i can get away with
i feed the crows (8:25:47 PM): X3
ForgotenJaden (8:25:55 PM): again
ForgotenJaden (8:25:56 PM): i sai
ForgotenJaden (8:25:58 PM): empty
i feed the crows (8:26:10 PM): my MOTHER can carry through with shaving my head
ForgotenJaden (8:26:18 PM): why
i feed the crows (8:26:43 PM): shes my MOTHER!
i feed the crows (8:26:46 PM): shes allowed to
i feed the crows (8:26:50 PM): i wont fight her
i feed the crows (8:26:59 PM): because she's never put her foot down for anything else
i feed the crows (8:27:12 PM): shes always lenient but if she doesnt want me to do something, i wont
ForgotenJaden (8:27:57 PM): why is she againsed the unatural hair color?
i feed the crows (8:28:17 PM): because she thinks its a faze
i feed the crows (8:28:26 PM): and she doesnt want to remember me by it in pictures
ForgotenJaden (8:28:48 PM): purple isnt unatural...
i feed the crows (8:29:27 PM): yes
i feed the crows (8:29:28 PM): it is
i feed the crows (8:29:32 PM): -.-
ForgotenJaden (8:29:59 PM): LIES
i feed the crows (8:30:10 PM): case
i feed the crows (8:30:11 PM): closed
i feed the crows (8:30:12 PM): and
i feed the crows (8:30:14 PM): dropped
ForgotenJaden (8:31:49 PM): thank god gravity doesnt exist
i feed the crows (8:33:03 PM): *rolls eyes*
ForgotenJaden (8:33:30 PM): what, if your gonna just throw something like this out the window, then im warping the laws of physics
ForgotenJaden (8:33:32 PM): fair is fair
i feed the crows (8:33:58 PM): XD
i feed the crows (8:34:04 PM): throwing what out the window>
ForgotenJaden (8:35:00 PM): look, i can fake multiple personalities
ForgotenJaden (8:35:07 PM): but i dont think this calls for the good cop
ForgotenJaden (8:35:09 PM): bad cop thing
ForgotenJaden (8:35:27 PM): so lets skip the games
i feed the crows (8:35:32 PM): *blink*
ForgotenJaden (8:35:34 PM): cept for monopoly ^^
i feed the crows (8:35:34 PM): what games
i feed the crows (8:35:37 PM): ?
i feed the crows (8:35:39 PM): >.>
ForgotenJaden (8:37:09 PM): do you want to be th little dog or the race car
i feed the crows (8:37:20 PM): little dog
ForgotenJaden (8:37:21 PM): TOUGH YOUR THE THIMBLE!
i feed the crows (8:37:24 PM): oh
i feed the crows (8:37:32 PM): thats what i wanted in the first place
i feed the crows (8:37:33 PM): ..
i feed the crows (8:37:34 PM): Oo
ForgotenJaden (8:37:37 PM): i feel so used
i feed the crows (8:37:40 PM): XD
ForgotenJaden (8:38:42 PM): ok
ForgotenJaden (8:38:47 PM): who goes first
i feed the crows (8:39:04 PM): you can
ForgotenJaden (8:39:22 PM): *rols dice*
ForgotenJaden (8:39:25 PM): OF DEATH
i feed the crows (8:39:47 PM): ok..
ForgotenJaden (8:40:05 PM): can i buy this property?
i feed the crows (8:40:21 PM): im to decide?
ForgotenJaden (8:41:04 PM): knock yourself out
i feed the crows (8:41:22 PM): go ahead
ForgotenJaden (8:41:31 PM): i insite
i feed the crows (8:41:40 PM): just go
i feed the crows (8:41:43 PM): i dont care
ForgotenJaden (8:42:01 PM): ok
ForgotenJaden (8:42:06 PM): ill buy the nuclear factory
i feed the crows (8:42:13 PM): XD
ForgotenJaden (8:43:40 PM): AND BOMB ALL THOSE THAT CHARGE ME
i feed the crows (8:44:09 PM): *charges you 5 cents*
ForgotenJaden (8:45:07 PM): explosion
ForgotenJaden (8:45:14 PM): if you grow a third eye
ForgotenJaden (8:45:17 PM): can i have it?
i feed the crows (8:45:19 PM): no
i feed the crows (8:45:25 PM): cuz ill need it to see spirits
i feed the crows (8:45:29 PM): my turn
i feed the crows (8:45:40 PM): *rolls dice*
ForgotenJaden (8:45:53 PM): STRAIGHT TO JAIL!
ForgotenJaden (8:45:54 PM): or
ForgotenJaden (8:45:57 PM): boardwalk
ForgotenJaden (8:46:01 PM): *shrug*
i feed the crows (8:46:04 PM): boardwalk *buys it*
ForgotenJaden (8:46:09 PM): YAY
ForgotenJaden (8:46:11 PM): new targets
i feed the crows (8:46:15 PM): XD
i feed the crows (8:46:24 PM): *puts up nuclear defence systems*
i feed the crows (8:46:28 PM): XP
ForgotenJaden (8:46:30 PM): oh
ForgotenJaden (8:46:32 PM): thats low
ForgotenJaden (8:46:35 PM): *rolls dice*
ForgotenJaden (8:46:37 PM): hey
ForgotenJaden (8:46:43 PM): *buys this property*
i feed the crows (8:46:47 PM): what is it
ForgotenJaden (8:46:48 PM): what a strange name
i feed the crows (8:46:49 PM): what is it
i feed the crows (8:46:51 PM): whats is it
i feed the crows (8:46:53 PM): what is it
i feed the crows (8:46:56 PM): what is it
ForgotenJaden (8:46:57 PM): hanson's soul version 2.0
i feed the crows (8:47:01 PM): -.-
i feed the crows (8:47:09 PM): my turn
ForgotenJaden (8:47:11 PM): i think im gonna have fun with this
i feed the crows (8:47:14 PM): *rolls dice*
i feed the crows (8:47:23 PM): im going to buy this property...
i feed the crows (8:47:39 PM): Ninja Academy..
ForgotenJaden (8:47:49 PM): oh and the targets keep coming
i feed the crows (8:47:50 PM): *sends a spy to steal back my soul*
ForgotenJaden (8:47:58 PM): im sorry
i feed the crows (8:48:01 PM): *puts up nuclear defence systems*
ForgotenJaden (8:48:04 PM): your on my property
i feed the crows (8:48:04 PM): wuahahaha
i feed the crows (8:48:10 PM): damn
ForgotenJaden (8:48:13 PM): that will be three limbs in rent
i feed the crows (8:48:24 PM): *offes three soldier arms*
ForgotenJaden (8:48:24 PM): just feel lucky that i dont have a hotel or nuttin
ForgotenJaden (8:48:27 PM): yay
ForgotenJaden (8:48:29 PM): LUNCH
i feed the crows (8:48:58 PM): *hanson's soul version 2.0 is returned to its rightful owner*
i feed the crows (8:49:00 PM): *me*
ForgotenJaden (8:50:29 PM): okay, but the interest rate is very high on this loan
ForgotenJaden (8:50:34 PM): and i do believe its my turn
i feed the crows (8:50:44 PM): ok
i feed the crows (8:50:44 PM): go
ForgotenJaden (8:50:57 PM): *rolls dice*
ForgotenJaden (8:51:01 PM): *buys property
ForgotenJaden (8:51:02 PM): my
ForgotenJaden (8:51:12 PM): the energy company
ForgotenJaden (8:51:13 PM): hmm
ForgotenJaden (8:51:16 PM): lets see what i can do
ForgotenJaden (8:51:24 PM): *shuts off your power and nukes the ninjas*
i feed the crows (8:51:31 PM): DAMN YOU!
ForgotenJaden (8:51:34 PM): on the plus side,
ForgotenJaden (8:51:41 PM): intrest rate has dropped
i feed the crows (8:51:44 PM): YAY!
i feed the crows (8:51:49 PM): my turn
i feed the crows (8:51:53 PM): *rolls dice*
i feed the crows (8:51:56 PM): hm..
i feed the crows (8:51:58 PM): yayz!
i feed the crows (8:52:21 PM): *purchases atomic energy site and blows the nuclear bomb site up*
ForgotenJaden (8:52:41 PM): man
ForgotenJaden (8:52:44 PM): does that bite
ForgotenJaden (8:52:48 PM): my turn?
i feed the crows (8:52:54 PM): haaaaaaaaai
ForgotenJaden (8:55:05 PM): *rolls dice*
ForgotenJaden (8:55:12 PM): *buys property*
ForgotenJaden (8:55:14 PM): hmm
i feed the crows (8:55:18 PM): what..
ForgotenJaden (8:55:19 PM): interesting
i feed the crows (8:55:21 PM): *is scared*
ForgotenJaden (8:55:24 PM): very
i feed the crows (8:55:24 PM): *somewhat*
ForgotenJaden (8:55:26 PM): interesting
ForgotenJaden (8:58:11 PM): your turn
i feed the crows (8:58:52 PM): i gotta go
i feed the crows (8:59:00 PM): *puts this game on pause*
ForgotenJaden (8:59:26 PM): you can not deny the cinamatics
ForgotenJaden (8:59:27 PM): bye
i feed the crows (8:59:30 PM): bai

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So-ran Bushi [March 18th 2006|7.22pm]
[ mood | <-- definatly not this... ]
[ music | Raison Detre -- Dir en Grey ]

gah..
my eyes..
they burn..
ow..

damnit..

we have a huge soran bushi performance tomorrow.
we get to perform at half time for football game
im starting to get nervous
we'll be performing with pros..
and im not all that good...
and live
at halftime
at a football game..

im tired..
off to read fanfiction and sleep..
night

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Books [March 18th 2006|11.39am]
[ mood | staarving.. saaammi! food plz! ]
[ music | im at the library.. nothing// ]

Im at the library..
waiting for 1 oclock to come around...
i still have... an hour and a half..
with no money..
i think ill go to sammi's later
im hungry..
i need to make a list of books to put on hold at the library...
i think ill put it here...

  1. Legal drug. Vol. 1
    Ohkawa, Ageha
  2. (think they've got enough??)
    X/1999. Vol. 15 : Waltz
    Clamp
  3. That was just clamp... now on to tokyo pop.. if they have it?
  4. Gravitation. Vol. 6
    Murakami, Maki
  5. Gravitation. Vol. 7
    Murakami, Maki
  6. Gravitation. Vol. 8
    Murakami, Maki
  7. Gravitation. Vol. 9
    Murakami, Maki
  8. Gravitation. Vol. 10
    Murakami, Maki
  9. Gravitation. Vol. 11
    Murakami, Maki
  10. Gravitation. Vol. 12
    Murakami, Maki
  11. Batman : child of dreams
    Asamiya, Kia
    (wooh! japanese version of batman!
  12. Dragon Ball. Vol. 1
    Toriyama, Akira
    through
    Dragon Ball. Vol. 16
    Toriyama, Akira
  13. Dragon Ball Z. Vol. 1
    Toriyama, Akira
    through
    Dragon Ball Z. Vol. 23
    Toriyama, Akira
  14. Samurai space opera
    Okuda, Hitoshi (i hade to go through 4 pages of Ranma 1/2 to get to this..)
  15. Battle royale. Vol. 1
    Takami, Koushun (omg.. i didnt know this was in America!!!!)
    through
    Battle royale. Vol. 14
    Takami, Koushun (damn, i wish i'd known that.. ive been waiting for scanlation updates for nothing!! @.@)


Seeing as i have about 5 minutes left on this computer... im going to be needing to get off... i think ill finish up my homework before calling sammi's house... i hope i can come over... ill even offer to help her clean the house if it will give me a place to stay! @.@ *stomach growls* im sooooo bloody hungry right now... i like listening to myself type.. i like hearing all the little clicks.. come along in rapid succesion.. im happy im a fast typer.. as long as i know what ill be typeing... i should do my journal entrys more like this some time because id probably be able to get more thoughts out, and more words for time... and now i have three minutes, so baibai..

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i wonder if this will work.. [March 17th 2006|4.59pm]
[ mood | out kil.. playing ]
[ music | Raison Detre ]

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Now to actually post something worth while [March 17th 2006|2.04pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold, Dir en grey, L' Arc en Ciel ]

We had to do writing projects for english.. 3500-6000 word short story.. i ended up writing 8048 words.. >.<;;
oh well..
ill post the first part here.

(e)(d)(e)(n)(r)(i)(s)(i)(n)(g)
part one )

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... [March 15th 2006|5.43pm]
[ mood | *brain goes boom* ]
[ music | Dir en Grey, Psycho le Cemu, L' Arc en Ciel ]

*boom*

my mind has finnaly blown up from dir en grey overload.

thats my update.

Oh, and i got in trouble during wasl.

there were a bunch of people in the library.
most of the sophmore class, in fact.
so i decided to take a picture.

im an idiot, ne?

yes, i thought so too.

i dont give a damn if you know fench or not, but
go here
http://akuronooka.free.fr/
best fing Dir en Grey pic site ever.
if you know where to look.
^_^

I <3 KAORU! He has fucking PURPLE hair!!!!

i actually kinda wanna streak my hair purple...
but my mum wont let me.
boo..

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Overload [March 13th 2006|5.44pm]
[ mood | in love.. ]
[ music | Child Prey -- Dir en Grey (what else?) ]

Curently: Overloading my brain with pics of Dir en Grey, cuz im an idiot like that.


http://youtube.com/watch?v=lrjhN-l9cDo
best mfing music video in the world! omg. I <3 Kaoru and Shinya!!!












http://youtube.com/watch?v=sH9CmFydW-k
This is the most wicked music video ever! Long live the true Gods of Horror! The Japanese!! >.<**

i know what i want for my birthday now. Dir en Grey is realeasing Withered to Death on may 16th!! 3 days before my birthday!!! WOO! ^^ i know whta im buyin with my birthday money ^_~

*spaaaaaaaaaaaaaz*

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updating is fun.. i guess? [March 13th 2006|4.09pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Duh, Dir en Grey ]

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!
WASL testing started today. unfourtunaly, us 10th graders have to pass if we plan on graduating. I should have stuck around in private school. uh.. nevermind.

i found out that Spann Sensei, the old japanese teachers from shorecrest, used to be my summer daycare teacher. I cant believe i forgot! and her husband was my PE teacher at my old private school. NSCS sucked, but.. the teachers were nice. Except for mrs. taylor. she was a total bitch and hated me cuz i was "a Heretic". aka i didnt go to church and was at a christian private school. but mrs. spann and her husband were there. I found my old year book to. Gods how i hate the bitches in my class.

yea, i done with that.

im wondering if i should post some of my fanfics on here.
or poetry.
or something worth reading.
but ill figure it out later when i dont have an author bio to work on.

hm..
yay for random quotes!

Madness takes its toll. Please have exact change ready.

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

Everything is funny as long as it is happening to somebody else.

If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. There's no use being a damn fool about it.

Love your enemies, it gets them really confused.

If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.
- my friend genevive

This is proof that Canadian's are nicer than Americans. When you walk into an American airport and say 'bomb' you get 5 guns in your face. If you walk into a Canadian airport, you only get 4. See how much nicer we are?
-me. CANADIAN PRIDE! w00t.

i guess i will post a fic up here.

Swing of Memories
Naruto
Rated: G
Humour/Angst
Set at almost end of episode 25 at the scene of Naruto's swing. Team 7 has finished the first genin test. MAJOR fluff for Team 7 friendshipwise and light light angst for Naruto. summary sucks. oneshot.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2460195/1/

yea, im proud of that work because it conveys good emotion, or at least, it conveyed the emotion i wanted it to convey.

hum... im gonna go find more Dir en Grey music video's and maybe some Gackt or Psycho le Cemu. I wonder if the have any L' Arc en Ciel.. *wonders off*

-- Procrastinator Pride, Baby!~

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first post.. yay for Dir en Grey!... [March 11th 2006|10.29pm]
[ mood | tired and cold ]
[ music | L'Arc~en~ciel and Dir en Grey ]

DIRu SAMA )

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