Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Miyavi.. something different for once

Ive been dumped!
I do believe angel has finnaly dumped me from her group of friends..

this is making me kind of sad..

im sorta in a slight case of shock right now..

chirs has dumped me too..

i asked angel if she wanted to come to my movie night on friday.

she said she was busy.

"with what?"

"tennis...
and then we're going over to chris's for a sleepover."

who is we??? >.<

ill take it, sammi, thu, herself, brian, james... ect..

this IS slightly depressing..

i know we really dont hang out, so its not that bad..

but the fact that we dont hang out anymore is whats depressing..

shes a climber.. just like yume sais.. and all of them are asian..
its cuz im white, isnt it? i mean this seriously..


this will seem selfish of me,, but i cant help but feel it..
its depressing me, because i used to always spend the night at chris's house with her..
and now i bet she spends tons of time over there..
with brian and james..
i dont really care if she does..
but i feel left out of the old group.

damnit..
this is making me think again.
our whole fucking group has been breaking up since highschool started..
and since im one of the drifters..
im currently floating in space..


hmm...
im thinking..
and i believe angel definatly falls under the 'prep' category...
she probably still thinks shes under the 'asian loser' cantegory..
both sammi and thu think that as well

idiots... the lot of them.. angel's even an airhead.. a perfect addition..

all three are offically labeled, 'Asian Preps'

gah..
what am i doing..

oh well..
im sure shes happy..

at least she hasnt forgotten my name..






i really wish i was back at kellogg.

really. really. wish.